Sunday, February 04, 2007

I need to get back on the wagon here on my blog. So, although I have no fun pictures or anecdotes, I wish to publish my personal details anyway.

All I am able to think about are my auditions, specifically my Peabody audition. There are moments when the thought of entering Ray Chester's office, sitting down with my guitar and playing my instrument in such a way that would convey a sense of authority seems as impossible as me running a marathon in 2 1/2 weeks. Then there are other moments when it doesn't strike any fear in my heart at all. Therefore, a general state of uneasiness and stress has been accompaning me at almost every moment, as when I'm not stressed out about the auditions then I get upset that I'm not working hard enough. The effect of this emotional turmoil causes me to spell badly, cry inconsolably after lessons with Julian, and watch reality television on Bravo.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Alejandro said...

This sounds like me every other week. I'm sure you'll do great.

When are you coming to Tejas?

Love

Al

12:04 AM  

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