Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I should be practicing or packing right now, but instead I am sitting and watching project runway, waiting for a student to show up. Since I've seen each one of these episodes about 4 times, I can probably tear myself away when the time comes.

Off to Rochester this weekend, and its almost like I don't understand that I have an audition. I will be seeing friends, the Goluss-dog and will get to experience the new bars and -5 degree weather of Rochester NY.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

I need to get back on the wagon here on my blog. So, although I have no fun pictures or anecdotes, I wish to publish my personal details anyway.

All I am able to think about are my auditions, specifically my Peabody audition. There are moments when the thought of entering Ray Chester's office, sitting down with my guitar and playing my instrument in such a way that would convey a sense of authority seems as impossible as me running a marathon in 2 1/2 weeks. Then there are other moments when it doesn't strike any fear in my heart at all. Therefore, a general state of uneasiness and stress has been accompaning me at almost every moment, as when I'm not stressed out about the auditions then I get upset that I'm not working hard enough. The effect of this emotional turmoil causes me to spell badly, cry inconsolably after lessons with Julian, and watch reality television on Bravo.
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